How
to Lean on God in Days of Doubt
The fool says in
his heart, “There is no God.” They are corrupt, their deeds are vile; there is
no one who does good. - Psalm 14:1
A story told by British journalist Malcolm
Muggeridge about a conversation he had with Svetlana Stalin, the daughter of
Josef Stalin. She spent some time with Muggeridge in his home in England while
they were working together on their BBC production on the life of her father.
According to Svetlana, as her father lay in his bed
during his final hours, he suddenly sat halfway up in bed, clenched his fist
toward the heavens once more, and fell back upon his pillow, never to be
revived.
The incredible irony of his whole life is that at
one time, Josef Stalin had been a seminary student preparing for the ministry
until he made a decisive break from his belief in God. This dramatic and
complete reversal of conviction that resulted in his hatred for all religion is
why Lenin had earlier chosen Stalin and positioned him in authority. And as
Stalin lay dying, his one last gesture was a clenched fist toward God, his hard
heart in defiance of God’s very existence.
Every Christian, at one time or another, experiences
doubt when it comes to faith. And there are two reactions you can have toward
doubt: you can let it harden your heart or you can use it to build your faith
even more by leaning more into God and watching Him work. So when doubt creeps
in, don’t shake your fist. Rely on God all the more and you’ll be amazed at
what He does!
Prayer Challenge
Pray that God would strengthen your faith in Him
whenever doubt arises!
Questions for
Thought
What are some times in your life when you’ve
experienced doubt when it comes to your faith?